It burns.
Stings too,
But at least I can sigh afterwards.
Pleasure and pain coinciding
Because I let them.
The exaltation
Most don't understand;
They just see my outside
And call it wrong.
And yet,
On the inside,
Its all so okay.
More okay than before.
And until that stops happening,
I won't stop doing it.
You don't have to look,
I probably won't even tell you.
But when I seem especially happy,
And free of stress,
This can be one of your guesses why.
And probably, Sir,
You would be correct.
It burns.
Stings too,
But at least I can sigh afterwards.
Pleasure and pain coinciding
Because I let them.
The exaltation
Most don't understand;
They just see my outside
And call it wrong.
And yet,
On the inside,
Its all so okay.
More okay than before.
And until that stops happening,
I won't stop doing it.
You don't have to look,
I probably won't even tell you.
But when I seem especially happy,
And free of stress,
This can be one of your guesses why.
And probably, Sir,
You would be correct.
Current Residence: New York Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: Kelsey Gillette Favourite style of art: Photography MP3 player of choice: Sansa Shell of choice: Conch? Wallpaper of choice: Blue Skin of choice: Mine?? Favourite cartoon character: Doug
So I just noticed I haven't written a journal on here in nearly 2 years... a new record?
Anyways, I'm hoping this will help me keep in touch with my friends on here whilst I am in the mountains for the summer. For those of you who don't know, I'm in the Adirondacks working at a biological station for my school in the kitchen. As a result of the location, the only cell phone service for me having Verizon is a 30 minute hike to the top of a small mountain to a place called The Lookout. And I want to kill myself when hiking it because of how hard I find it. But some people just walk up it like they do it every day. I dont understand how....
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Tomorrow, ~ParvaSciura (https://www.deviantart.com/parvasciura) and I will be moving into our dorms on the SU/ESF campus!! WooHaa! I'm freaking out a little...
Packing is so much fuunnnnn.... much sarcasm intended. Any final tips as to what I might need and won't think I will or anything that you wish you had or any help along those lines would be appreciated.
SO LONG!!
I may sound dumb and ignorant, but here are some things I learned today.
Fact: Private School can contain past Fultonians.
Fact: Being Catholic is not a requirement to attend Catholic school.
Fact: Atheists attend Catholic School.
Fact: Wiccans attend Private Catholic School.
I was a little puzzled at first, but after I thought about it, I felt safe. Then I felt like an ignorant stereotypical ass.